saddened ..

One of the reason why I have alway refuse to read papers are either its suicide or rape or abandon children. This morning the news of Daul Kim had me still pondering why at her age of 20, she ended her journey pre-maturely ? The depression and stress for someone who is at the helm of her work. From the vlog she shot of herself and fellow colleagues, she seems to be a smart gal, but perhaps she is a misfit. In the worng place for the wrong reason. She should be pursuing other interest that can satisfy her interest and needs rather then staying in the fast track.

I don't know Daul but I feel very sad and sympathize her; her suicide at such a young age is making me thinking why what is actually behind her mind and why ?? the big WHY ! ?, why would a gal her age, a tender 20, wants to end her life ? What is she thinking ? Life is so precious and those who a critically ill fight with all their might to take that extra breath of air .. everyday is a new day, a learning day, an adventure that is never ending.

I do agree on a certain extend that when we are alone and felt out of place, being alienated and alone have no love one nor close one to share the joy and sorrow, all sorts creepy ideas come up ! And also I understand that not all of us are mentally strong ..

What about you ? have you thought of ending your journey pre-maturely ?