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Saturday, October 14, 2017
Greed
Greed allows us to see the other side of human
Greed inspire human to progress beyond our comfort zone
Greed encourages human to progress
Without greed human will still be leading life without iphone or Samsung, travel the world in boat or maybe raft; clad in leaves and uses spears to hunt for food.
Without greed we will not have high rise building and social media like this blogspace
Some call it greed, some call is advance, curiosity, what ever names you call it
it is a cycle, when we are born we are pure, as we growth, we are expose, and once we are exposed, we look back, and we want to be pure again. clear off whatever contaminations we have had ...
such is the journey of been there, and back.
Greed in which angle you see, contribute to the progress of mankind ! But once we experienced it, do we still want to be greedy ?
Yours to ponder.
Thursday, September 8, 2016
Repetitive
you walk down the road, you accidentally falls into the hole, you quickly climb back up
you walk down the same road again, and it was dark, not knowing, you fall into the hole again... dust off yourself and quickly climb back up
this time you saw the road from afar being cautious you know the hole is there yet you still falls into it, this time you blame yourself and force yourself to climb back up
you make yourself falls into the hole again and refuses to climb back up .. you just sit there !
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Reverse
Just when I thought that it is safe and that it is growing at a healthy level, it is dying. Pre mature ending. And it makes me wonder, if I had not step out; what will it be for me ? Could be better, could be worse. It won't be the worst ever, then again.
It's just I am flabbergasted by the sudden change of situation. Just too overwhelming for me to absorb. Yesterday, I am relieve that it is on good hands. But today, it was transfer to another hand ! No warnings, No signs.
How amazing things just reverse and make a 180 degree turn ! It doesn't really affects me anymore as I had stepped out.But the heart feels sad, something that was develop with much efforts and passion was not allow to see the harvest; pre mature ripens being snatch away.
I won't bare grudges to the person who snatch the fruit but I blame the person who own the tree. We are just the farmer who work tirelessly to trim, nurse and water the tree hoping that one day we get to share the fruits.
Reverse, who would have predicted ? I am angry, I am feeling hurt, I am in another way relieve I wasn't caught in between.
Wednesday, June 29, 2016
The journey continues ...
As my journey continues, I had chosen a foreign path. 10 years ago, I did chose a rather different path from what I was doing before. Now I chose again, a path that is not familiar in my working life. But will often come across. Standing in the cross road for a while; I was mulling and looking at every corner trying to find a familiar spot; but things are getting even more blurry.
I live to challenge my ever curious soul, to always try something new in the related field of Tourism. I always say I am a Tour and Travel person. I want to try all jobs that is related to it. I however overstayed in in my hobby of exploring the undersea. Then again .. that journey is as beautiful as it is and still a never ending journey, of which I find it ignites my passion in another way.
My journey continues, as in all of us, to the unexpected. The courage to step out of the so comfort zone into the unknown; had always been my soul. Always trying to find the light at the end of the tunnel. I am now counting on days when I will finally hit the ground running. I am always well planned and playing out what to expect tomorrow. I had always want to control the whole situation by analysing every angle and seeing things from the top with my bird's eye view. But this time I am clueless, and trying hard to learn new things everyday. Passions drives me on.
It was a real challenge to stepping out of that comfort zone. In the transition now, asking myself what had I got myself into ? Counting down the days was both scary and exhilarating at the same time. Not knowing how I will cope, not knowing how I will fair. Most of all, the heart is mixed. It was rather a heart over head decision. That I will not regret doing but will certainly regret if not doing.
At this stage as the journey continues, whatever I do now I do what my heart feels. There is just too short in time to mind over what the head is thinking. There will be people who says you are stupid in doing this, but what had my action gotta do with your head ? There is no need for acknowledgments of sort if at the end of the day I am able to face my creator with open arms and open heart.
As the journey continues, I hope to achieve what the heart felt is right rather then worry over what the head is conspiring against.
So the journey continues ...
Monday, September 21, 2015
between then and now ...
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
be careful what you wish for
Recently I made a wish. The wish comes true, but it comes with not what I expects it to be. Many times when we wish, we may get it but most the times it comes with additional. When you wish for love, you may get love but that love could be a fatal attraction. When you wish for money that money may comes with a great loss. Most the time wishes do comes true, but how we interpret it, is what makes us believe that wishes don't comes true !
Most the time what we wish, we already have, we never see it from a different perspective. Because we are so focus on that particular thought that is playing in our mind, we often never seen it that it had come true. I just realise it, it has come true but ...
When we see it from a different angle, that wish could have been there all along.
I made 2 wishes, I am trying to feel their presence now. I don't regret over what I wish for but will try to enjoy them as much as I can. Because it is what I have asked for and this is what I will have. SO I will wish for more now *evil creeping up* hehehe ^_^
A person can never stop wishing and dreaming, for these are the light that will keeps us going. Talk about keep going, I had a sudden moment over the weekend. People with passion and commitment, determination and believes, having faith and keep walking, will one day succeed. Nothing come easy, easy things don't lasts !
had your wish came true recently ? Mine did and it is making me a little confuse ...
Monday, December 5, 2011
Time heals or wears
Time heals or wears
I had always believe that time heals any wounds, but does it really weave its magic by healing? Or time wears us down, all our might and energy to fight, our pain and sorrow. The longer we deal with it the longer we stay with it, the more we suffers over it.
Then again if we don’t allow our heart to mourn the pain and rush it to heals, we will not heals fully. Again, if allowing it too long to heal, it will wears us down. So how long is long, how soon is soon ?
No one can predict or gives you any specific time to heal or mourn. We are all trying always to find the perfect formula to everything we do but we also forgot that in dealing with the heart, there is truly no perfect formula or recipes for success.
It is that moment in time, that what we feels is right and to do it right. I think I have allow myself over the limit timing to heal and keeps bouncing back and forth with hope and lack of courage to deal with my heart. It is in every human nature that we just want to cling on for a little longer, hoping for a second chance. Of which sometimes not everyone have that, even though I think we should all be given that, a second chance.
Had time heals you or wears you ? Is it time to deal with it ?