Monday, September 21, 2015

between then and now ...

Been a long time since I write, a very long hiatus indeed. So many many things had transpire and evolve since then (3 year back)

In between then and now, a short 3 years had many changes as I was trying to figure out what would this topic be; I came out with many but just too many.

I had my dream comes true, twice

I am able to come back from being broke

I walk away from death

I met someone

I also lost someone

I made another vow

Too many things happened to this ever weary warrior. The journey is still as fabulous as ever. And I am hopping for more spectaculars to come, the journey is not ending anytime soon. It can only made one wiser and growth more wisdom.

Being in a different perspective and having new eyes in every time we are face with consequences.
Something is now boiling inside me that I can’t explain. Maybe these things that is happening brings me to a still. Of life and death, of beginning and ending, of love and hate. These are the ever opposites that will always attracts each other to the other.

The fast will always be attracted to the slow, the slow will be fascinated by the fast as they both compliment each others. You hate to love because you love so much so that you hate it. If it doesn’t end, you will never begin another. Within me now is the space between, the space between there and now, in that emptiness. I have asked numerous times, what am I feeling now ? What is the very reason of my existence and purpose ?


Can you answer that ? Seeking new eyes …